I think I stopped blogging here in order to avoid my problems.
I had another miscarriage.
I freaked out.
3 dead babies in one year, one me.
I made an appointment with a Dr. that specializes in these things.
We went home for Thanksgiving.
Despite the horrible, horrible timing, we got pregnant again. (Fertility Friend gave me a Low score on the timing). A week before the RE appointment I found out.
Went to RE appointment.
RE suggests I have autoimmune issues based on my family history that are causing the miscarriages, and would like to do testing, however, since I'm pregnant again, we can't.
We test the Beta HCG.
20 DPO, 904
22 DPO, 3174.
Ultrasound at 6 weeks exactly shows a heartbeat, and a baby measuring 6 weeks exactly.
Dr. is still not optimistic.
I'm scared out of my gourd. It can't happen again, can it?
Can I possibly worry more about these symptoms or possible diminishing thereof?
I have another ultrasound a week from today. God, keep me sane in this interim.